Hand pick a habit
Or a belief,
Which is straining
Your soul deep down,
Which is holding you back,
Which is gripping your guts
With a unknown fear,
Take a deep breath,
Challenge it and wipe it off,
Fill the empty space with
Hope and positivity,
Get ready to start the new year afresh!
Look into your heart,
Pack the bitter memories,
Wrap it with sadness,
Seal it with tears,
Bless it with a sigh,
Never ever try to reopen,
Throw it away forever!
Feelings are unsettled
Eyes are restless
Heart is racing
Every breath is a sigh
Everywhere Every second
I don’t feel at home
I’m a “classic misfit” 😞
Hide the feelings with
Best makeup on your face,
Confuse people with it,
Let them categorise it,
Is it sad smile, friendly smile,
Heartfelt smile or crooked smile?
Alone sad patient,
Even the dripping drops in
the glucose seems sad
I wish to touch the sky
But whenever I am about to jump,
Fear grips me tight
Even when I shake it away,
The comfort of the ground helds my feet firm,
Here I am standing confused,
Looking up at the sky with longing eyes
Fighting between my wish or comfort?
It hurts when you have to make
everyone happy even when you are not,
It hurts when you have to justify
things even when you are right,
It hurts when your efforts are
gone unnoticed,
It hurts when your sacrifice never
ever been acknowledged,
It hurts when being good
never made any difference,
It hurts when things go out of hand
even after trying so hard,
It hurts when you try to act as
grown-up but being mocked.
It just hurts when your wish is
blurred by things in the name of duty!
As the human we have wonderful power, to bring & relive the happy moment in the past in our mind or to overthink any fearful/hurting Situation over and over again.
The effect of these two thinking is different. When you think of a happy or funny moment, it surprisingly lost its fun part after some time. But when you think of fearful/hurting situation we add our imagination and think what if it happened like this, what if anyone thought like this. we ourselves make it big, unknowingly with our thinking alone. Otherwise, it’s fairly simple emotion Happiness, Fear or tragic. Agree?
Saranya 