It hurts when you have to make everyone happy even when you are not, It hurts when you have to justify things even when you are right, It hurts when your efforts are gone unnoticed, It hurts when your sacrifice never ever been acknowledged, It hurts when being good never made any difference, It hurts when things go out of hand even after trying so hard, It hurts when you try to act as grown-up but being mocked. It just hurts when your wish is blurred by things in the name of duty!
I am bit scared of people
I crouch in corner seeing
even the friendlier smile,
To hide it I say ,
I am good to be left alone!
I put so many filters and
Try to interpret people’s action
In my own version,
Did I say ‘yes I overthink a lot!’
When it’s time to make
Meet strangers, I shrink myself
And wish to disappear.
True right, I couldn’t even succeeded in
Being my own friend!
Oh that girl has nice hair
Should I say that !
What if she just get angry at me,
I don’t let the words leave my mouth,
I always swallow, keep it safe in my mind.
Oh I am looking cute in this hair style,
But Why she is staring at me,
I end up concluding
‘I am not good looking’,
With sigh, I change my hairstyle to normal one.
I hide myself from others in fear of rejection.
I am always a little girl
Living alone, away from others
Convincing myself with fake assumptions
Is it a protecting shield or a self-contained prison!
She’s my favourite character in that movie , so emotional and dense. While I was watching that , she touched my heart, making me realise saddest memories never remain sad forever. I hope you like this.