Paranoia

From the day I remember
She is always with me like a close member.

Whenever I look at a mirror,
She whispers in my ear
Highlighting only my minus to my terror.

Whenever I try to smile at someone,
She quickly points out
How someday it might spoil the fun.

Whenever I appreciate something,
She just laughs at me and says
How I don’t even have that one thing.

Emphasizing something she makes me jealous,
Thinking it will make our relation zealous.

Whenever I try to reason with her,
She makes a sad face
And let the feeling of the guilty stir.

She says, she wants to protect me
But I am pretty sure
She wants others to neglect me.

Whenever I feel happy and content
She fills my mind with her wicked stories
And make my feelings dent.

Even when I am dying every day,
I can’t run away
Because she merely resides
Within my mind like a curse all the way.

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Author: saranya

I am Saranya Sridharan, Software Engineer by profession and a passionate author by choice. My hobby was initially just reading and reading alone. Surprisingly, my writing spree was ignited at a Haiku competition conducted by my college. This ignited spark then rendered to offer another hobby “Blogging” into my life. I have been blogging since then for the last 6 years. I like to motivate people, inspire them to be positive in their life.But being a silent girl , i rarely get the chance to mingle with anyone to express my thoughts. So here i voice out my opinions in words. After reading this people will know this silent girl , actually have a lot to tell to this world. I stick to the simple motto in life, 'Express yourself' In any way you are comfortable with . I have started doing it. What about you !!

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